°ºBlog Of A Swedish Chickº°

Sorry for being bad at updating the blog but it has been a stressful start of the week.

Worked Sun, Mon and Tue night and slept half the days away... walked the dog, ate something, watched tv and relaxed before it was time to go back to work... 

Tuesday i woke up around 9 and was going to meet the man that is going to renovate our new apartment and the landlord around 10.

I was outside the apartment at 10 and no one was there... so me and mom waited until 10.30 and then i called the landlord on the phone and he said he was late... so he arrived around 12... 

We went through everything that is going to be done in the apartment and it is going to look fabulous when it is ready!

Since i had only slept 2.5 hours between work and getting up on Tuesday i totally collapsed on the couch when i came home... woke up around 7 p.m and took the dog out, ate something and went back to work!

Today i have been at a friends house, watching her wash and blowdry her poodle, doesnt seem like fun but i had asked her earlier if she could call me so i could be there when she did that, cause i didnt really know how much work it was! Now i know! :)

Now i am at home, i have talked to Patrick on skype for a bit, going to watch tv and relax, maybe play some videogames if i dont fall asleep :D

Hope you had a nice start on the week! 

/Love

Came home from a looong dogwalk... i put the music in my ears and took a long walk in the november night... and it reminded me of why i love this city... i stood on one of the bridges in the city and looked out over the water and could just feel the calm coming over me... 

All the lights that reflects in the water and the light mist that was laying over it made it feel magic...

As i was walking i let the thoughts spin in my head but i didnt find any good answers lol... i just let them spin around for a while and then they disappeared...

Tonight i am taking it kinda easy, doing some laundry and relaxing... think i am just going to watch tv, eat something and maybe play some videogames... 

It feels like yesterday was enough for a while... to much things happened in one night and i think that is what made me have all these thoughts today when i walked...

Well it is time to feed the dogs now, and myself... and wait for Patrick to come online so i can talk to him on skype for a bit, unless they are going out that is... then i will talk to him whenever they come home, like i did yesterday, havent laughed so much in a long time. Thanks Robin! ;)

Have a nice evening and take care of each other <3

Love/

Life seems to have a weird ways of turning...

Tonight i had a great night with friends i havent seen for a few weeks and i have meissed them so... had a few glasses of wine and then went out and had a blast... danced and had a great time...

After that i went home, took the dogs out and it just went bad after that, a friend was in trouble and of course i was the one to stand up for him and help him, luckily it all went well... 

Came up with the dog and talked to a good friend in Key West over Skype and he told me a mutual friend in Florida had shot himself yesterday... and i could feel myselft stop breathing...

All the questions ran through my head... when? why? where?

It is not like we was close friends but when i was in Florida i met him quite alot since he worked where we used to eat and hang out at nights... and from what i can remember he was the nicest, sweetest thing...

I hope he is in a better place now... cause from what we have heard, he was not feeling very well and i guess he found closure by doing this....

But it all seems so unreal... and unnecassary... he was not older then me, borned 1980... and his life had to end this way... 

Please take care of each other... cause you dont know when the time has come for us to move on to the other side... 

I hope you Reast In Peace Aldo... You will be missed by us all... 

We will meet in heaven...

Love 

Came home from work about 30 min ago... its 6.18 am here... 

It has been a long night at work but finally i am at home... in my couch... in the dark...

Havent been doing much today, walked the dog, cleaned a bit, met a friend and took a walk with her and her dogs, then home for a nap and something to eat before i went to work... or no i didnt actually eat before work, i took food with me and ate when we had a break... well needed... 

So now i am going to try to wind down a bit before going to bed, maybe i should just take a book and go lay in the bed and read until i fall asleep... yes... i might just do that... 

I have a friend, that is writing a book about his life... and he sends me chapters now and then... but the problem is when i start reading, i cant stop! so now i have read all the chapters he has sent me and i want more!! :D

the book is scary, frightening, funny, it makes you cry, laugh, it shocks you and i promise, you can NOT stop reading... I cant tell you the name of the author or the title of the book, and i cant promise it will be released in Sweden but i will have at least one copy, and i will try to have it published in swedish here or at least sold in english... cause it is a story that everyone should read... 

Well... i hope you all had or will have a good nights sleep, depending on where in the world you are :)

I know i will!

/Love

I guess it is not morning, more noonish... but i woke up a little while ago so it is morning for me :D

Had another night with horrible coughing that kept me awake but finally i fell asleep...

Before i went to bed last night i took a peek into the baby-tank in the aquarium and there seemed to be no eggs in it?! so i had to rush and take the male out, cause i had forgotten to take him out of the tank (stupid me) 

Obviously he had been eating some of the eggs, or many of them but i saved 12 eggs that i can see now... and they are all moving around and looking silly!

Lets hope that these survive! 

Now it is time for me to wrap me up in a ton of clothes and take a dogwalk... Catch ya l8r!

/Love

I really want to sleeeep!!! 

Cant this damn cough just go away?! Ive been sick for a week almost now and the cough is just getting worse and worse!! 

This cold is making me crazy!!

I am going to drink some hot tea now and then get back into bed and try to get some sleep... I am guessing it will be a long night tonight too... with little sleep and alot of coughing... 

:(

Love/

Been a bad night with alot of coughing and sneezing and a running nose... So i woke up late today and took the dogs out for a walk and play in the park.

from the looks of it, they had a good time :) And i got some fresh air even tho i was fully covered in double pair of pants, thick socks, boots, my canada goose jacket and a thick scarf and a hat on top of that!

After that we went home for some breakfast and since then i have been crashed on the couch...

Talked to Patrick on Skype for a while, they came to france 2 hours earlier then planned and where now relaxing in their hotelrooms.

Im considering if i should try to get some energy to clean some as i planned or if i should just relax since my f-ing cold is not getting better... well at least the fever and sroe throat is gone! but the cough is getting worse each night... Suxx!!

Oh! i almost forgot, we are expecting babies! Fishbabies that is :D

Our Ancistrus Sp. has layed over 40-50 eggs!!

Here is a picture of what they looked like yesterday.

And today they look like this!

Tiny tails and they are moving around, bad movie tho but you can still see them moving around a little.