Saturday, November 5, 2011

Came home from a looong dogwalk... i put the music in my ears and took a long walk in the november night... and it reminded me of why i love this city... i stood on one of the bridges in the city and looked out over the water and could just feel the calm coming over me... 
All the lights that reflects in the water and the light mist that was laying over it made it feel magic...

As i was walking i let the thoughts spin in my head but i didnt find any good answers lol... i just let them spin around for a while and then they disappeared...

Tonight i am taking it kinda easy, doing some laundry and relaxing... think i am just going to watch tv, eat something and maybe play some videogames... 
It feels like yesterday was enough for a while... to much things happened in one night and i think that is what made me have all these thoughts today when i walked...

Well it is time to feed the dogs now, and myself... and wait for Patrick to come online so i can talk to him on skype for a bit, unless they are going out that is... then i will talk to him whenever they come home, like i did yesterday, havent laughed so much in a long time. Thanks Robin! ;)

Have a nice evening and take care of each other <3

Love/






Life seems to have a weird ways of turning...

Tonight i had a great night with friends i havent seen for a few weeks and i have meissed them so... had a few glasses of wine and then went out and had a blast... danced and had a great time...
After that i went home, took the dogs out and it just went bad after that, a friend was in trouble and of course i was the one to stand up for him and help him, luckily it all went well... 

Came up with the dog and talked to a good friend in Key West over Skype and he told me a mutual friend in Florida had shot himself yesterday... and i could feel myselft stop breathing...
All the questions ran through my head... when? why? where?

It is not like we was close friends but when i was in Florida i met him quite alot since he worked where we used to eat and hang out at nights... and from what i can remember he was the nicest, sweetest thing...
I hope he is in a better place now... cause from what we have heard, he was not feeling very well and i guess he found closure by doing this....
But it all seems so unreal... and unnecassary... he was not older then me, borned 1980... and his life had to end this way... 

Please take care of each other... cause you dont know when the time has come for us to move on to the other side... 

I hope you Reast In Peace Aldo... You will be missed by us all... 

We will meet in heaven...

Love 







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